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25 November, 2008

memorable moments in my life

"unluv princez"

she was me, before
not anymore of course

i never thought i will meet someone
someone that really loves me

my life was full of sadness
pain
misery, sometime

i was all by myself
alone
lonely
unloved

poor me
only i could do was watching
the happiness that other people have
with a glare
full of envy

everyday
i was dreaming
hoping
wishing
that one day
i will also feel the happiness
love
from the one
the love of my life

i knew that it's just a dream
a girl's dream
to be loved
and love

i never thought that
one day
my dream will come true
because
in my mind
it was impossible

but

unexpected thing happened

one day

someone added my msn

a guy
a really nice guy

i thought maybe we could be friend
i always click his nick
and chat with him

"yuhu~~~"
we always use this word

as day passed
i felt something different

from msn
then friendster

we became closer
i didn't know why
he made felt happy, excited

i started to miss him
i waited him to online

but

he didn't online as much as before
i felt he was trying to run away from me

when he asked my phone number
i can't stop myself from smiling
thinking that after this maybe we will become more closer


hmm
i was wrong
he just missed call me once
and that's it!

i can't remember how we started become close again
we messaged each other almost everyday

i sent him cute messages
and
told him that

i missed him

it was exam season

we were both busy preparing for our exam

i thought i did told him

that

i love him

he asked me to believe him
one day we will be together


after our exam finished
i tried to ask him about that
but
no answer

i was feeling really down
frustrated
almost two weeks or more passed
still no answer

i almost made myself
stop loving him

he contact me back
we chat like usual
not mentioning about being my boyfriend

on 27th November 2007

that night he was very different
hyper

he said something about me being his girlfriend
but i didn't put my hope
i was afraid to be hurt again

10.00pm on 27th November 2007
he proposed me to be his girlfriend
i can't describe how happy i am that time
i was crying


i couldn't believe
at last
after waiting for such a long time
with a lot of obstacles

he is mine!!!!!!!


i'm so happy everyday i spend with him
he is my everything
he always there when i need him

i am not unluv anymore

i love him
only him

the guy that i love
to whom i give all my heart
is
Muhd Saufi bin Muhd Hasrin